A black limousine had driven the girls well and Ricky to London. Jo will never admit this to anyone, but even though after a year of living in London she was still scared of being in London. This would never change. Each time she was in London she got nervous. Lorelai just had to look for a second at her little cousin to know that she felt a little scared being in London at night. Jo smiled shy at Lorelai when she took her hand.
The club was loud and so not Jo’s place to be, until Ricky talked to the manger and they entered the VIP lounge it was more quiet here had huge large red couches and Champagne on ice, well and Elizabeth waiting.
“You are late. I didn’t raise you to let people wait, not when you are the host.” Elizabeth sounded annoyed. “You know in my time the bachelorette party was a nice reception we had tea and sandwiches. Not this.” Elizabeth looked disgusted around.
“Oh Aunt Elizabeth, it is forty years ago that you had your bachelorette party.” Lorelai hugged Elizabeth and handed her a glass of Champagne. “So now Josey, I hope you know what you are getting yourself into. Marriage is not easy, opening a school with your soon to be husband is a huge thing and I am glad that Liam has his lab so that you two love birds have some distance to make each other have moments to miss each other. I hope you wait a few more years with children, grow up a little more and do lots of grown up stuff. And tonight you will have a great time, get drunk and party like a normal nineteen year old girl. To the bride!” Lorelai lifted her glass and clink it gently against Jo’s.
The night went on, Jo had a few more glasses to drink but not that she got too drunk. And she actually started to have fun. John had given her the number of the place they would take Liam and at some point the sneaked away to call him. “Hey, I’m a bride and I would love to say hi to my groom Liam O’Doherty.”
“Sure hold on a moment, I’ll get him.”
Jo waited patiently but she looked nervous over her shoulder, until… “Hello?”
“Hey Liam.”
“Jo? What are you doing you are supposed to have fun on your party.”
“Oh I’m having fun I just needed to hear your voice. Just for a moment you know. So did the stripper show up yet?” Jo asked grinning, she knew Liam was blushing right now.
“No, did your’s?”
Now Jo was blushing crazily. “No!”
Liam laughed on the other end of the line. “Liam?”
“Yvaine?”
“I love you, you know that right?”
“Yes I know, are you okay you sound funny.”
“Yes I’m fine. I… um I’m just getting nervous, my mother just left and she was disgusted by the party and well London will never be my favourite town.”
“Jo, Lorelai would never let anyone harm you, and you know that. How much did you drink?”
Jo thought about it for a moment. “I don’t know think a lot, the room is spinning.”
Liam sighed, he had a hard time thinking himself. “Go back to your party, have some juice and everything is fine. Just calm down okay? And don’t get too used to the looks of the stripper. And don’t forget that you are lovely.”
Jo smiled. “Okay, after all you are soon my husband and I have to do what you tell me to. I’ll love and I’m so looking forward to have drunk sex with you later tonight.”
“Oh man now I’m so looking forward to come home after tonight. See you later.”
“Bye.” Jo whispered and hung up the phone.
“Hey girly, what do you think you are doing?” Ricky had both his hands on his hips. Jo looked guilty at Ricky.
“I called Liam, I just needed to hear is voice.” Jo looked sad at the floor.
“What is it love?” Ricky stepped closer.
“What if I am not enough, what if Liam sees me on the wedding day walk down the aisle and realizes that I’m not the one he wants.”
“Don’t Jo. I’m not letting you do this. It took us Liam and me so long to make you see that you are beautiful.” Ricky brushed some lose hair behind Jo’s ear.
“It is not that, what if… what if one day I don’t arouse him anymore?” Now Jo had tears in her eyes. “What if he always will dream about Lor?”
Ricky pulled her into a tight hug. “I think sometimes he will think about Lor’s body, but he will always love you. I’m pretty sure the two of you will one of those disgusting old couples that still love each other when you are old, grey haired and wrinkly.”
Jo giggled and calmed down a little bit. She suddenly looked up at Ricky.
“Kiss me!”
“What?” Ricky looked shocked at her.
“Kiss me and tell me how I am.” Jo looked pleading at Ricky. “Come on just one kiss, it will mean nothing and Liam kissed you too.”
“Fine one kiss.” Ricky sighed defeated, he felt weird thinking about kissing his best friend. The two closed their eyes and kissed each other rather passionately, well in a way there was some tongue involved. After a few seconds or minutes the two separated and looked at each other. Jo looked expecting at Ricky.
“Oh man this was amazing. I mean I am truly homosexual but man this kiss nearly makes me wonder if I should consider sleeping with a girl.”
“Really?”
“Yes really.”
Jo blushed, ducked and went back into the VIP room, for some reason it made her feel weird to know that she was very close to arouse Ricky. The rest of the night was more or less eventless. They danced, they laughed and had a really good time. And Jo was so glad that there wasn’t a stripper involved.
In the early morning hours the limousine took them all back to Oxford, dropped off Ricky at his flat and the girls at Waterfall Downs. Ellen went home to her kids, while Lorelai brought Jo upstairs into her and Liam’s room she went back downstairs in the living room with a glass of red wine. She felt weird, her little baby cousin… well more sister got married in a few weeks. She was glad that she was now living just a mile away from her. There were moments like this night that she was scared that Jo was still so young. Jo was not even twenty yet. Jo always was more mature then other kids in her age but she surely prayed that Jo would not one day wake up and realize that it was a mistake to get married that early. She loved Liam like she loved her own brothers, but sometimes she wondered if she didn’t overdid it when she slept with him. What if Jo will always suffer under knowing that her soon to be husband has slept with the woman she loved like a sister? Lorelai sighed, she knew that Elizabeth was too hard on Josey but she also knew that Elizabeth just wanted to the best for her only daughter. It took a long time that, a wedding and two sons for Lorelai to understand that she only wants to protect her two precious sons and she would do everything to do so.
“I can’t believe my little Josey is getting married, I still remember changing her diapers. Man that is a live time ago.” Lorelai laughed and took another sip of her wine. She wondered what Liam was doing right now, if he thought of Jo while the stripper pressed her boobs into his face. She grinned she was sure the John would talk to Liam tell him to make sure to show Jo every day how much he loved her even when he didn’t tell her.
Lorelai hadn’t notice that Liam was standing in the door frame, watching Lorelai think about the two most favourite basically siblings in the world. For a moment Lorelai closed her eyes and thought about Edward, not her oldest but her brother Edward. She wondered what he would be like today. He was Jo’s age and Lorelai didn’t even know if he ever was in love. She hoped he was, just as much as she hoped that Jo and Liam would be together forever until they die of old age hopefully at the same time so that none of them ever has to live even just a second without the other one.
“Did you hear her play all those years ago on the Oxford summer concert? The song she wrote for you?”
She might hadn’t notice him in the beginning but now she knew that Liam was watching her.
“When she saw that you weren’t sitting next to me she… she made the song her goodbye, to you and the love she would always feel for you. I was at the same moment she was that night. When John didn’t show up for our first wedding. It broke my heart Liam, and you broke hers.”
Lorelai got up and quickly walked to Liam, she wasn’t wearing her high heels anymore which made him be taller than she was. She tiptoed, steadied herself by leaning against his chest and then she kissed him. One last kiss. One last time he would be the little boy she gave herself as present. It didn’t even matter if he would answer her if he had heard Jo play that night. It only mattered that this kiss was the goodbye of the woman he called goddess and turn her into a sister he never had. She let herself back on her heels while she looked him in the eyes to see if him say goodbye to his goddess.
The club was loud and so not Jo’s place to be, until Ricky talked to the manger and they entered the VIP lounge it was more quiet here had huge large red couches and Champagne on ice, well and Elizabeth waiting.
“You are late. I didn’t raise you to let people wait, not when you are the host.” Elizabeth sounded annoyed. “You know in my time the bachelorette party was a nice reception we had tea and sandwiches. Not this.” Elizabeth looked disgusted around.
“Oh Aunt Elizabeth, it is forty years ago that you had your bachelorette party.” Lorelai hugged Elizabeth and handed her a glass of Champagne. “So now Josey, I hope you know what you are getting yourself into. Marriage is not easy, opening a school with your soon to be husband is a huge thing and I am glad that Liam has his lab so that you two love birds have some distance to make each other have moments to miss each other. I hope you wait a few more years with children, grow up a little more and do lots of grown up stuff. And tonight you will have a great time, get drunk and party like a normal nineteen year old girl. To the bride!” Lorelai lifted her glass and clink it gently against Jo’s.
The night went on, Jo had a few more glasses to drink but not that she got too drunk. And she actually started to have fun. John had given her the number of the place they would take Liam and at some point the sneaked away to call him. “Hey, I’m a bride and I would love to say hi to my groom Liam O’Doherty.”
“Sure hold on a moment, I’ll get him.”
Jo waited patiently but she looked nervous over her shoulder, until… “Hello?”
“Hey Liam.”
“Jo? What are you doing you are supposed to have fun on your party.”
“Oh I’m having fun I just needed to hear your voice. Just for a moment you know. So did the stripper show up yet?” Jo asked grinning, she knew Liam was blushing right now.
“No, did your’s?”
Now Jo was blushing crazily. “No!”
Liam laughed on the other end of the line. “Liam?”
“Yvaine?”
“I love you, you know that right?”
“Yes I know, are you okay you sound funny.”
“Yes I’m fine. I… um I’m just getting nervous, my mother just left and she was disgusted by the party and well London will never be my favourite town.”
“Jo, Lorelai would never let anyone harm you, and you know that. How much did you drink?”
Jo thought about it for a moment. “I don’t know think a lot, the room is spinning.”
Liam sighed, he had a hard time thinking himself. “Go back to your party, have some juice and everything is fine. Just calm down okay? And don’t get too used to the looks of the stripper. And don’t forget that you are lovely.”
Jo smiled. “Okay, after all you are soon my husband and I have to do what you tell me to. I’ll love and I’m so looking forward to have drunk sex with you later tonight.”
“Oh man now I’m so looking forward to come home after tonight. See you later.”
“Bye.” Jo whispered and hung up the phone.
“Hey girly, what do you think you are doing?” Ricky had both his hands on his hips. Jo looked guilty at Ricky.
“I called Liam, I just needed to hear is voice.” Jo looked sad at the floor.
“What is it love?” Ricky stepped closer.
“What if I am not enough, what if Liam sees me on the wedding day walk down the aisle and realizes that I’m not the one he wants.”
“Don’t Jo. I’m not letting you do this. It took us Liam and me so long to make you see that you are beautiful.” Ricky brushed some lose hair behind Jo’s ear.
“It is not that, what if… what if one day I don’t arouse him anymore?” Now Jo had tears in her eyes. “What if he always will dream about Lor?”
Ricky pulled her into a tight hug. “I think sometimes he will think about Lor’s body, but he will always love you. I’m pretty sure the two of you will one of those disgusting old couples that still love each other when you are old, grey haired and wrinkly.”
Jo giggled and calmed down a little bit. She suddenly looked up at Ricky.
“Kiss me!”
“What?” Ricky looked shocked at her.
“Kiss me and tell me how I am.” Jo looked pleading at Ricky. “Come on just one kiss, it will mean nothing and Liam kissed you too.”
“Fine one kiss.” Ricky sighed defeated, he felt weird thinking about kissing his best friend. The two closed their eyes and kissed each other rather passionately, well in a way there was some tongue involved. After a few seconds or minutes the two separated and looked at each other. Jo looked expecting at Ricky.
“Oh man this was amazing. I mean I am truly homosexual but man this kiss nearly makes me wonder if I should consider sleeping with a girl.”
“Really?”
“Yes really.”
Jo blushed, ducked and went back into the VIP room, for some reason it made her feel weird to know that she was very close to arouse Ricky. The rest of the night was more or less eventless. They danced, they laughed and had a really good time. And Jo was so glad that there wasn’t a stripper involved.
In the early morning hours the limousine took them all back to Oxford, dropped off Ricky at his flat and the girls at Waterfall Downs. Ellen went home to her kids, while Lorelai brought Jo upstairs into her and Liam’s room she went back downstairs in the living room with a glass of red wine. She felt weird, her little baby cousin… well more sister got married in a few weeks. She was glad that she was now living just a mile away from her. There were moments like this night that she was scared that Jo was still so young. Jo was not even twenty yet. Jo always was more mature then other kids in her age but she surely prayed that Jo would not one day wake up and realize that it was a mistake to get married that early. She loved Liam like she loved her own brothers, but sometimes she wondered if she didn’t overdid it when she slept with him. What if Jo will always suffer under knowing that her soon to be husband has slept with the woman she loved like a sister? Lorelai sighed, she knew that Elizabeth was too hard on Josey but she also knew that Elizabeth just wanted to the best for her only daughter. It took a long time that, a wedding and two sons for Lorelai to understand that she only wants to protect her two precious sons and she would do everything to do so.
“I can’t believe my little Josey is getting married, I still remember changing her diapers. Man that is a live time ago.” Lorelai laughed and took another sip of her wine. She wondered what Liam was doing right now, if he thought of Jo while the stripper pressed her boobs into his face. She grinned she was sure the John would talk to Liam tell him to make sure to show Jo every day how much he loved her even when he didn’t tell her.
Lorelai hadn’t notice that Liam was standing in the door frame, watching Lorelai think about the two most favourite basically siblings in the world. For a moment Lorelai closed her eyes and thought about Edward, not her oldest but her brother Edward. She wondered what he would be like today. He was Jo’s age and Lorelai didn’t even know if he ever was in love. She hoped he was, just as much as she hoped that Jo and Liam would be together forever until they die of old age hopefully at the same time so that none of them ever has to live even just a second without the other one.
“Did you hear her play all those years ago on the Oxford summer concert? The song she wrote for you?”
She might hadn’t notice him in the beginning but now she knew that Liam was watching her.
“When she saw that you weren’t sitting next to me she… she made the song her goodbye, to you and the love she would always feel for you. I was at the same moment she was that night. When John didn’t show up for our first wedding. It broke my heart Liam, and you broke hers.”
Lorelai got up and quickly walked to Liam, she wasn’t wearing her high heels anymore which made him be taller than she was. She tiptoed, steadied herself by leaning against his chest and then she kissed him. One last kiss. One last time he would be the little boy she gave herself as present. It didn’t even matter if he would answer her if he had heard Jo play that night. It only mattered that this kiss was the goodbye of the woman he called goddess and turn her into a sister he never had. She let herself back on her heels while she looked him in the eyes to see if him say goodbye to his goddess.