Back upstairs Mark collapsed in a chair, idly turning the computer on a selecting the news channel. On the screen were pictures of the Bellevue hospital and the damage done.
“This is Kara Silvers reporting,” spoke the voice from the screen, “coming to you from Bellevue Hospital Centre where earlier today several staff and patents were taken hostage. Rumors are growing that this is part of a suspect post-human crime wave that…”
Mark groaned and buried his head in his hands, trying to drown out his nagging conscience. He wasn’t sure how long he’d had his eyes shut before becoming aware that he wasn’t alone. Lifting his head he turned and saw Dirk’s kids looking straight at him.
Scott was holding his little sister on his hip, and she was holding her bunny. Alex stood next to him, his eyes flicking back and forth between the news and Mark.
“Are you okay?” Scott asked.
Mark grunted noncommittally.
“I mean, are you hurt or anything?” Scott tried again, squinting. Alex’s eyes refocused on him now, ignoring the screen. Even Annie’s bunny was looking at him.
“What? No. I’m fine, you guys. Go back downstairs and—”
“Then why aren’t you with my dad?” Alex asked, a shred of accusation in his voice.
“Because someone needs to keep an eye on you kids.”
“Grandma could do that. Or we can stay at home alone if we have to. So why aren’t you out fighting the bad guys?”
“I’m an old man. Hell, I’m possibly older than your grandmother. Heroing is a young person’s game, I just wouldn’t be able to keep up anymore.”
“He’s lying,” Scott informed his brother, who nodded. The little girl nodded, too, slightly. It was starting to get creepy, with three children and one stuffed animal staring at him, apparently reading his mind.
“You fought at the hospital,” Alex continued, and Mark realized this exchange was simply a more sophisticated “why?” game one indulged normal five-year olds in, where every answer prompted another “why?” Only this was no game: “And you haven’t aged physically in at least ten years, since my dad saw you last. I’ve seen the pictures. So if you don’t age, you can’t be too old to fight. So why aren’t you?”
“Ok, fine. I’ve put my ass on the line for this planet for years. I’ve saved this world countless times. And what does it do to me in return? Crushes me in every possible way. Rips away my family and friends. If the world can’t give me a single break, why should I defend it?”
“Allegorizing ‘the world’ is an ideological fallacy,” Alex began, actually clasping his hands behind his back as if he was orating a prepared speech or a memorized passage from a book, or else was reading from photographic memory. “If by ‘the world’ you mean ‘Miss Jenny,’ you’re being unfair, because she shows all the typical signs of post-traumatic-stress-syndrome, and possibly brainwashing on top of that. If you mean ‘the public opinion,’ my dad says that you can’t always trust the news and that loads of people know the truth about Supers. And even then, you shouldn’t let what people think stop you from doing what is right.”
Mark tried to speak a few times, but eventually, a breathy “Damn you, kid,” was all that came out.
Alex was beaming, a cheeky, unapologetic grin that Mark couldn’t imagine him ever giving Dirk and not being grounded for a month. “Anyway, Dad said you and him did lots of heroing, but never any proper saving-the-world stuff. Are you really going to let him take all the glory alone?”
Mark shook his head, waved at the screen again: “It clearly isn’t about glory,” he spat.
Scott spoke up, adjusting Annie on his hip. “Oh, sure. It isn’t supposed to be glorious. That’s only in the comic books, whatever dad says.” He peered hard at Mark, like a bug under a microscope. “It’s not supposed to be easy. If it was easy, we wouldn’t need Supers to do it.”
There was a long pause.
“Can you kids keep a secret?”
The children’s faces brightened: “Yeah!” they replied in unison.
“Even from your father?”
This time the responses ran the gamut from “Yeah,” to “Maybe,” to “No!” but Mark only laughed.
“Come on then.” Finally rising from his chair, Mark walked downstairs and to one of the car ramps in the main garage.
“Obviously if it comes to a matter of life and death you can tell your Dad, but not before, understand?” Feeling for a secret switch on the ramp control box, Mark activated the device. The ramp rose up higher than normal, revealing another hidden entrance below the floor.
“Now then, what are you kids taught these days about superhero teams?”
“According to my teacher,” Alex said, in reciting mode again, “because of new technology teams, superheroes are ‘an unnecessary vigilante menace to society’.” He grinned. “But we know that’s not true! We’ll always need Supers to be heroes!”
Mark sighed. “Unfortunately, capability and willingness are two different things, kid. Just because someone has the ability to be a hero, doesn’t mean they will be.” He decided to ignore the hypocrisy of what he was saying for now, and moved on quickly before one of the kids could call him out on it. “But that wasn’t quite what I meant. What about the superhero teams you learn about in history?”
“Ooh, ooh!” Alex said, practically skipping after Mark down the corridor. Mark thought he caught Scott rolling his eyes as his massively nerdy brother launched into yet another memorized textbook: “Well the initial appearance of Supers was in the 70s, including First, the Egyptian-styled hero with super-strength, toughness and flight, and who turned darkside, only to be defeated by a coalition of superheroes from all over the world. This sparked the creation of the ‘Elite Champions’ active from 1981 to 2002: this group included the Ice Queen, who controlled ice, a speedster called Interceptor, and an electricity controller called Arc. They were led by Mr. Steelman, an armored paragon, probably the greatest Super ever (except for Dad) to—”
The second blast door opened and lights flicked on in the large room. The right wall was covered in alcoves containing computer banks, monitors and workbenches. Along the left were equipment racks which made the upstairs armory look like a dime store. The center of the room was dominated by a fold-winged jet. But the jet was missing several pieces of its hull and the whole room was covered in thick dust, except for one chair and desk, surrounded by photos and covered in empty bottles. Yet none of this was what caught the Rogers’ children attention. It was the recesses built into the far wall, each of which contained a suit of high-tech armor. An iconic suit from decades ago:
Alex, whom it was usually impossible to shut up once he got going, actually stood speechless, staring at the suit, for there was no mistaking it.
Scott was the first to speak: “Mr. Steelman! You’re Mr. Steelman? You never told Dad?” Mark didn’t suspect his estimation in Scott’s eyes could increase any more than it already had.
“Dad has all your comic books!” Alex cried, still in shock. “I’ve read every single issue!”
Annie, meanwhile, was giggling as if she was in on a very amusing secret.
“So I guess this means you’ll be going then, huh?” Scott asked, grinning sidelong up at him.