Jo was sitting in the headmaster’s office –her father’s old office- she had the travel list of all students. Some were leaving in the next days but most left at around right on Christmas Eve. So they had a chance to be part of the Waterfall Downs Christmas Eve Party and still were at home for Christmas Morning. Four students would be staying over the break not that Jo didn’t like the idea but she had on her to-do list to call a few parents to see if they would take in one of the four students, simply because it was nicer for them to spend the Christmas Holidays in a family and not a big empty house.
Jo looked at the clock at the wall and then at the list of students that were off the estate. Charles was playing taxi driver and he really liked it. Most groups had come back only Sarah and Dan were still out at least out alone. She knew that Dan was not one of her boarding students but normally he always went home right after school but today he is a very thorough boy and he signed a going into town slip and of course had told Lorelai that he was in town. Jo wondered if Dan would be driven home by Charles or would call his parents. Jo smiled she knew what Lorelai had for him as present. She and John had the signed papers by social judge that he was legally adopted by them, Dan was really their son.
“Missis Jo that is Sarah back from town and she ran into Dan he said he would call Lorelai to pick her up.” Charles popped in the office. “That is all right?”
“Yes that are all thank you Charles. I think you can go home now Charles. Thank you very much for staying longer.” Jo smiled.
“It was a pleasure.” Charles smiled and left the office. Jo looked down at the travelling schedule again she would later go and see if her students have started packing and if they got prepared. He eyes fell on the family picture they had taken in Brighton and it well it was a disaster. Jill was making Jane rabbit ears and Liam tried to pull them away and Jo was trying to calm then all down. All four were over each other but all four of them were laughing and Jo just loved the first try of this picture. In the hall of ancestors was a nice version of them. But still Jo loved the chaos version of the picture. Jo grinned and quickly got up and went to see her students and then her family. Liam had send Betty home and had the girls in his office while he was grading the last projects. Jo smiled when she saw that the older students have helped the younger ones to pack their suitcase for the Christmas break and all were ready to be send ahead home. “Missis Jo, I know it is early but. This is for you. Please open it.”
“Oh Sarah that wouldn’t be necessary.” Jo smiled and unwrapped a beautiful blank notebook. The cover was the colour of the pages of an old book sort of brownish and Sarah had written lots of quotes from not anyone but from students, teachers and all staff from Waterfall Downs Academy. “I’ve seen you write Missis Jo and I thought you would like to… sort of do it with all of us with you.”
“Sarah it is beautiful. Thank you so much.” Jo smiled at her lacrosse captain who had built for Jill a miniature lacrosse stick so that her little not even two year old daughter was able to play lacrosse.
“I’m glad you like it Missis Jo. Okay um I’ve got to go back and finish packing.”
Meanwhile still in Oxford downtown.
Dan was looking at the pipes in the display window and suddenly it hit him what he could give Lorelai and John as present. He ran to the shop down the street and bought a simple but nice picture frame and ran to the next phone box to tall Lorelai. He had to talk to Liam and make sure he gets the boys to play along.
Later that day Jo curled up with Liam on the couch. “Liam I was thinking.”
“Oh boy,”
“Hey,” Jo punched Liam the stomach.
“Okay, what were you thinking about?” Liam kissed her on the top of her head.
“Do you want to play a game with me?”
“What kind of game?” Liam looked curious at her.
“A game that will bring us closer. We ask questions and the other one has to answer them honestly. We can ask the questions verbally or written. And so can be the answers. We not have to answer right away but we do have to answer or at least explain why not. It is a game girls play on sleepovers, not that I ever was on one but I heard about them.”
Liam watched Jo for a while. “Jo are you okay?”
“I’m fine, really. Just sometimes I feel like you try to keep me separate from your past and I would really like to be a part of all your life.”
Liam watched her a little bit longer and then nodded. “Okay. Do you have a question in mind?”
“Yes I do. What if I would have wanted to wait until we are married to sleep with you?”
Liam ran his hands through his hair. “Um…I guess I would have spent a lot of alone time in front of the TV, watching certain ‘grown-up’ movies…”
Jo blushed immensely. Liam grinned. “Come on you asked.”
“True I did and I’m glad you answered that honestly.” Jo snuggled closer to Liam, she was glad that his answers was just the way it was she was scared that his answer might had been that he would not have wanted to wait.
“So my turn.”
Jo looked surprised at Liam, she hadn’t thought that he would actually be a little excited about the game.
Liam looked curious at Jo. “If you hadn’t met me, what do you think your life would have been like?”
Jo turned away to look at the TV wondering for a while how to answer. "I'm not sure. I know I would have been allowed to finish University and then mother would have tried everything that I marry Victor and just the thought that it could have happened scares me. I think I would have left Oxford, left all of this and made sure my mother would not know where I live. And I think I would have just live in a tiny cottage, write books, be an English lit tutor and dream of a different life. I just knew I could not just sit here and let it happen."
Liam kissed Jo. A while ago well a very long while ago he found out that Elizabeth had actually no maternal rights over Jo. Yes she was her mother but she was not allowed to make any decisions. “Jo did you know that your mother since the moment you were born had no rights to make any decisions about your life?”
Jo looked up surprised. “What?”
“That is why Colin was never really worried that you would end up with Victor unless you wanted to. He would have never signed the papers. I’m sorry should I have told you this earlier? I found out when I was looking for William.”
Jo didn’t say anything. They just continued watching the movie until it was time to go to bed. It was dark and both had said goodnight. Liam saw that Jo was not angry just thinking and he gave her the space to do that. The moment just before Jo was asleep she whispered. “I think I sort of always knew. Everything happened the way he wanted it no matter if my mother was screaming or not. I just never asked him about it. It is okay that you didn’t tell me, it is not important. See the ‘What if-game’ brings us closer.”
“You are not mad?”
“No I’m glad that we can decide together about the future of our family. Goodnight Handsome.”
“Goodnight Beautiful.”
Jo looked at the clock at the wall and then at the list of students that were off the estate. Charles was playing taxi driver and he really liked it. Most groups had come back only Sarah and Dan were still out at least out alone. She knew that Dan was not one of her boarding students but normally he always went home right after school but today he is a very thorough boy and he signed a going into town slip and of course had told Lorelai that he was in town. Jo wondered if Dan would be driven home by Charles or would call his parents. Jo smiled she knew what Lorelai had for him as present. She and John had the signed papers by social judge that he was legally adopted by them, Dan was really their son.
“Missis Jo that is Sarah back from town and she ran into Dan he said he would call Lorelai to pick her up.” Charles popped in the office. “That is all right?”
“Yes that are all thank you Charles. I think you can go home now Charles. Thank you very much for staying longer.” Jo smiled.
“It was a pleasure.” Charles smiled and left the office. Jo looked down at the travelling schedule again she would later go and see if her students have started packing and if they got prepared. He eyes fell on the family picture they had taken in Brighton and it well it was a disaster. Jill was making Jane rabbit ears and Liam tried to pull them away and Jo was trying to calm then all down. All four were over each other but all four of them were laughing and Jo just loved the first try of this picture. In the hall of ancestors was a nice version of them. But still Jo loved the chaos version of the picture. Jo grinned and quickly got up and went to see her students and then her family. Liam had send Betty home and had the girls in his office while he was grading the last projects. Jo smiled when she saw that the older students have helped the younger ones to pack their suitcase for the Christmas break and all were ready to be send ahead home. “Missis Jo, I know it is early but. This is for you. Please open it.”
“Oh Sarah that wouldn’t be necessary.” Jo smiled and unwrapped a beautiful blank notebook. The cover was the colour of the pages of an old book sort of brownish and Sarah had written lots of quotes from not anyone but from students, teachers and all staff from Waterfall Downs Academy. “I’ve seen you write Missis Jo and I thought you would like to… sort of do it with all of us with you.”
“Sarah it is beautiful. Thank you so much.” Jo smiled at her lacrosse captain who had built for Jill a miniature lacrosse stick so that her little not even two year old daughter was able to play lacrosse.
“I’m glad you like it Missis Jo. Okay um I’ve got to go back and finish packing.”
Meanwhile still in Oxford downtown.
Dan was looking at the pipes in the display window and suddenly it hit him what he could give Lorelai and John as present. He ran to the shop down the street and bought a simple but nice picture frame and ran to the next phone box to tall Lorelai. He had to talk to Liam and make sure he gets the boys to play along.
Later that day Jo curled up with Liam on the couch. “Liam I was thinking.”
“Oh boy,”
“Hey,” Jo punched Liam the stomach.
“Okay, what were you thinking about?” Liam kissed her on the top of her head.
“Do you want to play a game with me?”
“What kind of game?” Liam looked curious at her.
“A game that will bring us closer. We ask questions and the other one has to answer them honestly. We can ask the questions verbally or written. And so can be the answers. We not have to answer right away but we do have to answer or at least explain why not. It is a game girls play on sleepovers, not that I ever was on one but I heard about them.”
Liam watched Jo for a while. “Jo are you okay?”
“I’m fine, really. Just sometimes I feel like you try to keep me separate from your past and I would really like to be a part of all your life.”
Liam watched her a little bit longer and then nodded. “Okay. Do you have a question in mind?”
“Yes I do. What if I would have wanted to wait until we are married to sleep with you?”
Liam ran his hands through his hair. “Um…I guess I would have spent a lot of alone time in front of the TV, watching certain ‘grown-up’ movies…”
Jo blushed immensely. Liam grinned. “Come on you asked.”
“True I did and I’m glad you answered that honestly.” Jo snuggled closer to Liam, she was glad that his answers was just the way it was she was scared that his answer might had been that he would not have wanted to wait.
“So my turn.”
Jo looked surprised at Liam, she hadn’t thought that he would actually be a little excited about the game.
Liam looked curious at Jo. “If you hadn’t met me, what do you think your life would have been like?”
Jo turned away to look at the TV wondering for a while how to answer. "I'm not sure. I know I would have been allowed to finish University and then mother would have tried everything that I marry Victor and just the thought that it could have happened scares me. I think I would have left Oxford, left all of this and made sure my mother would not know where I live. And I think I would have just live in a tiny cottage, write books, be an English lit tutor and dream of a different life. I just knew I could not just sit here and let it happen."
Liam kissed Jo. A while ago well a very long while ago he found out that Elizabeth had actually no maternal rights over Jo. Yes she was her mother but she was not allowed to make any decisions. “Jo did you know that your mother since the moment you were born had no rights to make any decisions about your life?”
Jo looked up surprised. “What?”
“That is why Colin was never really worried that you would end up with Victor unless you wanted to. He would have never signed the papers. I’m sorry should I have told you this earlier? I found out when I was looking for William.”
Jo didn’t say anything. They just continued watching the movie until it was time to go to bed. It was dark and both had said goodnight. Liam saw that Jo was not angry just thinking and he gave her the space to do that. The moment just before Jo was asleep she whispered. “I think I sort of always knew. Everything happened the way he wanted it no matter if my mother was screaming or not. I just never asked him about it. It is okay that you didn’t tell me, it is not important. See the ‘What if-game’ brings us closer.”
“You are not mad?”
“No I’m glad that we can decide together about the future of our family. Goodnight Handsome.”
“Goodnight Beautiful.”